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"But let your fair Eyes and gentle Wishes go with me to my Trial; wherein if I be foil'd, there is but one sham'd that was never gracious; if kill'd, but one dead that is willing to be so. I shall do my Friends no wrong, for I have none to lament me; the World no Injury, for in it I have nothing; onely in the World I fill up a place, which may be better supplied when I have made it empty."

i'm not weird...i'm cutely unique..

my creations...wheeeeee!!!!!

bit the world barcode cockroaches fresh firey dragon bubble name card it slowly slips away no name? eh? do i really have to melt? i'm depressed.. don't ask why.. i just am why do i have to be so sad?
God's gift french flag!! the sexy language awww..i HATE you too..=) scratched and twisted simplicity sarcasm is my second language paradise!! horny english flag i HATE pimples.. they make me feel ugly..

feel free to take my designs..however, please ask my permission first in the cute chatterbox you see to your erm...left..i think...
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

okay...i shall paste all the e-mails and conversations i've had with mr vinu thru e-mail and gtalk. (yes...it has been a long time since i've updated, and so i shall copy and paste the e-mails!!!) so the very first time since the last time mr vinu and i e-mailed each time was the 9th of June. here:

From: twinkletoes
to: mr vinu
subject: GAHH!!!!

date: June 9th, 2006

SIR!!!! grrr....you never reply me anymore!!!! anyway, since last time you made the mistake of thinking those cute awesome icons were mine(which they weren't), i made a special photobucket just for my personal project...here:
 
 
yeah....that's just for you...i haven't really put alot of my work, but i'm gonna work in full speed from today...=).. i promise...
 
-shin
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From: mr vinu
to: twinkletoes
subject: Re: GAHH!!!!
date: June 18th, 2006
 
 Dear shin shin ,

I took a real  vacation thats y no reply for you.Will be emailing to u soon.

Take care
Vinu Cyrus
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From: mr vinu
to: twinkletoes
subject: Re: GAHH!!!!
date: July 3rd, 2006
 
Dear Shin Shin,
Hope you are doing well.I am back in Jakarta and will be in school every day.
Take care

Vinu Cyrus
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From: twinkletoes
to: mr vinu
subject: Re: GAHH!!!!
date: July 3rd, 2006
 
YEY!!!! FINALLY!!!! =) and btw, i'm struggling with my personal project..but i will try my best to finish at least 60 designs when i get back to school...in the meantime...sir, can you please please please check out my blog? but ask mr Suresh to unblock xanga first.. that's because i don't know whether i'm blogging the right way or not.. so can you please go check it? =) cheers!!!
 
-shin
 
 
From: mr vinu
to: twinkletoes
subject: Re: GAHH!!!!
date: July 3rd, 2006
 
Ok Shin2 I will check your blog from my house.

Take care
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9th of July, 1.33 pm, GoogleTalk
me: sir?
      it's shin
mr Vinu: yes shin2
me: hi!!!!!
       =)
       erm...i'm just erm..
mr Vinu: read my comments
me: my gosh..it's weird chatting with a teacher
       you gave?!??!
       okay
       but it's not there!!!!
mr Vinu: its there
me: xanga?
mr Vinu: y.day i gave the comments
               yup in xanga
me: but it's nt there!!!
       i checked!!!
       you gave in the chatterbox, right?
mr Vinu: yup
me: but it's not there!!!!!!
       try checking yourself sir!!!
       www.xanga.com/theppofshin
mr Vinu: ive put in in ur guest book
me: oh...
       gahhh!!!! it's not there!!!
       i thought you need to be a member to sign my guestbuk
       oh well..then sir, just tell me what i should do here
mr Vinu: ok then i will send the comments by mail shin2
me: okay!!!
mr Vinu: im logging off now
me: thank you sir!!!!
       =)
mr Vinu: take care ya
me: bye!!
       yep
       you too
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so okay...17th of july came, and school started. i had created about 60 designs, but only a few were worthy of the portfolio. the rest are definitely going to the ugly folder. not only that, i have also decided to make a little change in my plan. instead of creating 80-100 ugly and nice designs and putting all of them into the portfolio, i have decided to create 80, and to choose 50 worthy ones for the portfolio. not only that, my portfolio would resemble a little book, in which there would be 12 of my best works, and a detailed description of the process. i'm still working on the layouts of the the designs and description, but i think i will be done by the end of the week. (more like i hope)
 
as for the multimedia cd, i decided to put video in it, so it would be interactive and funny at the same time. i met with mr vinu almost everyday after school started, and discussed with him a few things. he even decided to give me this program called snag it for my multimedia cd. anyway, on with the e-mails.
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From: mr vinu
to: twinkletoes
subject: Re: GAHH!!!!
date: July 24th, 2006
 
Dear Shin shin,
I saw your pictures in the photobucket.Your blog i didnt read that again.Hope you are finding snag it useful.Please start writing your personal project report and forward that as a doc file attachment.Take care and thank you for tolerating this inordiante delay.

Vinu Cyrus
(btw, mr vinu thinks the text in this site is too small..AHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!!!! >=) )
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From: twinkletoes
to: mr vinu
subject: Re: GAHH!!!!
date: 26th July, 2004
 
wheeeeee!!! your welcome sir!!! =) i'll give you the report this sunday k..=)
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and today is sunday...i just sent the report, and i shall wait for his reply..in the meantime, i shall sleep...!!! =)


Saturday, June 10, 2006

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my painful process

9th June, 2006

i have returned from bali, and well...i haven't done anything...so today, i worked my "backside" off...yes, i'm trying to be polite...

right now, it's about 12:47 AM, and i just finished my last design for the day.. i made about erm..8 designs, but i'm only putting 6 under my subsections...the firey shin was actually made from a  tutorial i followed..so it's not counted as my design..and the enter sign, shintrix, was also made from a tutorial..the two of them, took about 6 hours to make..seriously...i kept making alot of mistakes, and i think i redid both of them bout 17-20 times... but i learnt alot of new stuff as well..and they turned out quite shiny.

so since i forgot to take screenshots, i will describe my process one by one...and it's already 1 am... *sighs..*

title: i HATE pimples
category: icons
used: font is "cable tv" and "envision"
         brush..for the smiley
steps: quite simple really.. i just drew the sad distorted smiley face, and then typed in the words, and i'm done. i tried making it quite random by adding a lil bit of change in colour, and making the words a lil bit different. but the final product is cute!!!

title: i'm depressed
category: icons
used: font is "bradley hand itc", "cable tv", and "envision"
         filter: wind
steps: even more simple.. just a change of word postions, one overlapping each other.. it's a very simple icon. i typed out three short phrases in three diff type layers. then, i made them with different fonts, different colours, different sizes. after that, i moved their positions around, until they look nice. then, for the last phrase, i applied a lil bit of wind from filter.

title: "F"
category: logos
used: font is "black chancery"
         blending options: inner shadow, bevel and emboss, gradient overlay
         filter: extrude, sprayed strokes, liquify
steps: this one was a request from a friend. we talked over the internet, and here is the information i have collected to make this design possible.

"felice: heyy
felice: i didnt saw u onlyn..
shin: i was appearing off line
shin: =)
felice: lol
shin: so...sup?
felice: uhhh..
felice: nothin
felice: ...
felice: oh!
felice: i juz read ur testi to tiff!
shin: lol
felice: hahaha
shin: why?
felice: err..
felice: itz funny!
(and it continues...i hafta skip some parts..i'm realllllly tired now..)
felice: i hv 2 ideas 4 d logo..
shin: k
shin: where?
felice: in my brain
shin: hmmm
shin: but your brain is ugly
shin: i don't wanna read ur brain
shin: =(
felice: lol
felice: d first is very simple
felice: juz a circle
felice: d circle is white
felice: den dere's a cross
felice: a red cross in d circle
felice: u knw..
felice: ltk england flag?
shin: yeah
shin: go on
felice: den dere's an "F" letter
felice: on d flag
felice: so d flag is d background
felice: bt d "F" shud b in
felice: some kind of letter
felice: d letter when u get ur graduation paper?
shin: you want the f to be elegant?
felice: well..
felice: nt rili
shin: hmmm...
shin: like what?
felice: u kno renassaince letter?
shin: (changes font to some renassaince letter) F
felice: i saw it once
felice: juz lyk dat?
felice: well..
shin: like that one?
shin: the f i typed?
felice: yep
shin: k
shin: gotcha
felice: i want kind of renassaince
shin: gimme...10 minutes
felice: lil bit gothic
shin: k
felice: hw bout 5?
shin: sure
felice: i gotta off
shin: but i need to upload it
felice: in...5 mnts
shin: then shush!!!
shin: grrrr..
felice: lol
shin: i need to concentrate!!! "

i needed more than 5 minutes...i was confused about a few things..but i will write down the rest of my eventful journey of designing stuff tomorrow..i can't open my eyes now...gahhh!!!! *sobs* it's bout 1:30 in the morning..damn, i gotta learn how to type in sentences next time i chat...writing "shin" and "felice" repeatedly sucks the life outta me... nite ya'll...=)
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and now, the continuation.....a few minutes after our session, i started interviewing her again....i'm too lazy to paste our conversation here, so yeah...forget it...the main point is that she described to me that she want the cross to be like a plus sign, and a circle..and she culdn't describe her second idea properly to me, so she's gonna send me the picture today.

so how did i make this troublesome logo? well, i don't really know either, just random clicking, cuz it was alredy very late, and i needed sleep. so first, i used the "select" tool, and i changed it to a circle marquee.. holding down "shift" and drawing a perfect circle, i made a new layer, and filled the circle with white. then, i searched for a proper font to draw the "+" sign, and then transformed it until it fit the circle perfectly. after that, i searched for the "gothic" letter f, and then i typed it. so now, the basic design is done.

obviously, if it's just like that, it would be too simple. so what i did was, i first lesterized the + sign, so i could use filter on it. i wanted a ragged effect, and so first, to put a lil bit of the cloth pattern on the sign, i used "extrude" with blocks of 30x30 pixels. (lol..i'm writing this as if i intended the effect.. the truth is, i just did some random experimenting on the filters, and thought it looked good..=)) then, to make it look torn, i used the filter "sprayed strokes". after that, when i looked at the cross, it was quite nice. so i decided to use the same techniques on the white circle. however, i couldn't get the torn effect on the circle, and so it looked quite plain. so, i decided to make horns on the circle. i used the technique i learnt while making the firey shin called "liquify". here, a warp tool is set by default, and it sort of drags the drawing you're editing. so the horns looked kinda short and cute.

i wasn't done yet. i still had to make the "F" look shiny. so i pinched my lil tired brain, and looked for blending options. since the background was already torn and stuff, why not make the "F" cracked? so, i opened the blending options for the letter, and used "bevel and emboss", "contour", and "texture". this made it look cracked, but it's still not very nice. so, i applied some inner shadow, and a lil bit of gradient overly, and VOILA!!! i'm done..=)

title: do i really have to melt?
category: icons
used: font is "cable tv"
         filter: wind
         linear gradient tool
steps: okay. i need to create a sad but cute icon. this one's not my best, but it's cute and sad. so yeah. first, i hand drew the melting snowman with a crayon like brush to make it look childish. then, the sun.. after that, to make the sky, i just used the gradient tool to make the blue sky and the white snow. after that, i typed in the text, and rotated the canvas. this is because for the "wind" filter, there are only wind directions from left and from right. i wanted the text to be sort of icy.. so then i used wind, and direction from the right.. i then rotated back the canvas, and i'm done..

title: why do i have to be so sad?
category: icons
used: font is "bradley hand itc"
         brush
steps: this is one of my favourites i've made so far. it's very simple, but i like it. people weren't very satisfied tho. oh well. so what i did was, i used the crayon like brush, and drew a strip of grass. then, the little cute cloud, and then, the sun. the sun has a very sad face, so this makes the effect quite warm, but depressing. kinda like how i'm feeling now. so then, after that, i just wrote the text, and then, i'm done..^^ it is by far the cutest icon i've ever made..(according to me..)

title: paradise
category: icons
used: font is "bradley hand itc"
         filter: sketch, note paper
         brush
         blending options: drop shadow
steps: quite easy actually. i just made the background kinda rough, and i drew on it. a palm tree, the sea, and a few birds. i then label it "paradise". the letters all with random warm colours. since my cousin (joei) suggested to make something warmer, i made paradise..=)

there..that's it..all done in one day....*rants to self*

ps. i tried calling mr vinu about 15 times already.. but no! it stupidly doesnt work...GAH!!! and he didn't reply my e-mails!!!!!! ='( grrr..you mr vinu...


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

oh right!!! before i forget. i consider the emails sent to mr vinu and his replies as meetings.. so here.. every single one of them, from the first time..

9th May, 2006
twinkletoes to mr. vinu
subject: uhh...new idea..?


right...as i was just sitting here, studying chemistry, bored out of my wits, i came up with an idea for the personal project process journal. Since i'm always so lazy to write, i was thinking like, why don't i use an online weblog to record my processes? it will be an interesting way, well sort of, to read what i'm doing every- erm...week for my personal project..so sir, what do you think? can i do that??? because it'll be faster, and funner for me, and less boring....oh well..i shall wait for you're reply..reply soon ya sir....=)

 
-shin
 
ps.. i'm sorry it's a short message..i'm supposed to study chemistry right now..oh wait, mom's coming..bye!!!
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9th May, 2006
mr.vinu to twinkletoes
subject: re: uhh...new idea..?


Dear shin2.

I appreciate your idea and you can start blogging.Just forward the link to me ok...


:)  Vinu Cyrus
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20th May, 2006
twinkletoes to mr.vinu
subject: updated!!!!


oooh!! i finally updated every single detail of the progress i have made in the process journal!!! it'll take hours to read and with the extremely small handwriting, i hope your eyes won't get destroyed...=)
 
 
oh and give comments!!! thanks sir!!!
 
shin
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27th May, 2006
mr.vinu to twinkletoes
subject: re: updated!!!!


 Dear Shin shin,
 
I have viewd all the images that you have created .I was not able to access xanga coz it is blocked by our firewall so i will be accessing your process journals later.Some of your images i really liked like the " freaks also need love". The depiction of chinese characters also is a good one in terrms of the techniques used.
 
The philosophical one " divine " is spelled incorrectly - is that purposefully done? Hope you have categorised your pictures and i really liked the animation - Down fall...
 
I want you to try this software for creating your multimedia Cd - Quick Menu Builder   http://www.quickmenubuilder.com/Menu.php
 
Keep up the good work...
 
 
Vinu Cyrus
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27th May, 2006
twinkletoes to mr.vinu
subject: re: updated!!!!


sir!!! some of them weren't made by me...they're just the things i wanted for my site.. the chinese character was mine, but the rest wasn't..anyway, i'll give you the links to the stuff i have made...erm...yeah..
 
 
those are the only ones which i think are good enuff for the personal project, according to me...=)
reply soon!!!!
-shin
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i have decided NOT to put violin.jpg in my final product.. so yeah...


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sorry, i haven't updated in a while..so here's what i have done..i think..oh and i've decided to put a sub topic "banners" in my product..

May 21st, 2006
i made this neat banner (according to me) which sorta looks futuristic. i got the final result by fooling around with the bevel and emboss blending option. i will not be taking screenshots for making my banners, because they are all quite simple, and i think it'll be a waste of bandwidth. but if mr vinu, yes, you sir, think i should, then tell me. *i don't think you'll see this until the end product is done, but what the hey..=) anyway, i will describe how i made it. well not really, but here. the font i used was "future", and i typed in the text "it slowly slips away".. so yeah. then, i rightclicked with the select tool, and i selected blending options. then, i selected bevel and emboss, and under it, contour and texture. and then, i just messed around with the numbers and angles. i found out that texture actually allows some kind of pattern to be engraved in the words!!! okay, it's new news for me.. and then, i clicked satin, and changed the structure a lil bit, and TADA!!!! out came this shiny...erm.. thing.. well, that's it..
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May 29th, 2006
WOAH!!! i'm on a roll today!!!! made erm... 4 banners.. 2 of them looked quite nice, one was just a test, and the other one's not that good enough. so, i'll probably just put 2 of them in the final product. i shall start describing the steps in making the banners.

title: simplicity
font used: "Bauhaus-Heavy-Bold"
steps taken: for this particular banner (man, i just can't talk formally...), i first used the emboss filter, which is different from the bevel and emboss blending option, and then, i changed the settings till it looked quite nice. the idea of this option actually allows text to be written within the text. like, erm, as if texts are written on top of each other, like as if the text is hollow. and then, i used the bevel and emboss blending option, and then, changed the settings again. after that, i clicked on pattern overlay, which gives sort of a bubbly texture like thing. and then, it's done!!!

title: scratched and twisted
font used: "Harting"
steps taken: so okay. the banner is sorta like human hair like thing, which is supposed to be shiny. the background, i mean. so then, i have discovered this filter "fiber" which allows that kind of backgrounds to be made. it's really quite effective. then, i wrote my text, and used the filter "wind" and this made it look a part of the erm, hair like background. after that, the final step was to allow the text to emit a sort of white glow. i right-clicked, then selected the blending options. after that, i clicked outer glow, changed a little bit of the settings till i like it, and i'm finished. hair like, banner. i'm soooo in love with photoshop..=)



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